Broken friendship

I never said I was perfect
I never said I wanted to be
But all I ask is to please
Don't judge me for being me.

And now I ask this of you
After all the shouting and tears
To let me cry again
And tell you what I've been meaning to say...

I'm sorry
For all the trouble I've caused
I'm sorry
But I cannot help to be me

Unless of course you want me
To disappear behind the harlequin's mask
I've done it for years now
To hide all the emotions that I fear to show

I'm sorry
For all the trouble I've caused
I'm sorry
But I cannot help to be me

You should have known
The risks that come with trust
Break it once
And all is shattered to come tumbling down

You said that being away was best
And you pulled away as the crystalline tears fall
Why should I care that you had fun
Leaving me behind in the end

I'm sorry
For all the trouble I've caused
But I'm not sorry
For saying good-bye to this friendship gone wrong